Dah 2 bulan tak update.. nice..
What have I been up to lately? Not much...
The office moved from Cyber tu Menara TM... which sucks balls. It effin small, toilet STINKS, people just don't know how to use the fucking toilet, AND ITS CRAMPED! There's practically NO parking at all from 10 onwards... bodoh tak bodoh pindah tempat camtu?
I'm working tomorrow FYI... bodoh kan? Tapi dpt cuti Monday + Tuesday... coz I have Annual Leave to clear before the end of this month.. after this I have to clear 1.5 days more to go.
Aku... sangat rasa cam cibai harini.... dalam kereta ada rasa macam nak nangis.... aku tak suke. Sangat tak suke. It's more dissapointing dan sakit hati going out with someone who is half hearted to go somewhere with you, rather than being told that they had other things planned beforehand. It just hurts. Aku bukan nak keluar nak sedih/stress/emo. Kalau camtu baik aku duduk rumah depress sorang2. Jadi kawan-kawan.. moral of the storyy, kalau rasa tanak keluar, ada plan lain, takde mood, dan yg sama waktu dengannya, please, do tell me because I do not like to go out and at the end of the day, feel more shitty than I did before I went out. It just defeats the whole purpose.
Dah.. aku nak kemas baju n tido.. After work tomorrow I'm going back to Kelantan with my brother... Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all.
Damn... whyyy must it be another weekdayy T____T I want weekends to be everydayyyyy!
But then again... I'd be stupendously bored if it was... Weekend pun separuh mati nak pK apa nak buat.. inikan pula kalau weekend hari-hari...
Anyhooooo... mom n dad are back from Colombia yeay! Tapi, mak saya tidak pula membeli apa-apa yang menarik untuk saya... hanya sekadar ceklat dan gula-gula. Dan juga kopi berbungkus2 untuk diberi kepada orang lain (bukan anak sendiri ok).
Apa yang saya buat wiken itu hari?
Pada hari sabtu, I went to Aniza's house for beraya with Dot and Azrini. went around quarter to 12. Had some good food and chatted with the girls. Haven't been hanging out with them for the longest time really. I miss them :( But didn't stay that long...coz at about 1.30 p.m made my move to KL coz oredi made earlier plans for a movie...with the usual suspect lah.
saya keluar bersama encek Cine. Aku ajak teman tgk movie. Tapi sebelum tengok movie, pegi makan dulu... kat Wafie. Sebab ada orang tuuuuu... die cakap dah lama tak makan, so pegi tgk bukak ke tak kedai. Langkah kanan le aritue, sebab Wafie dkt rumah die tu bukakkkk. So dapat la makan nasik ayam kukus, setelah sebulan lebih tak merasa. I was not the one who wanted to eat there ye rakan2... ada orang rekues!
Then we headed to the gardens... and watched Gamer. Twas quite an awesome show... and Gerard Butler was sooooooo goddamn hot... like... HAWTTTT GILEEEE OKEIIIIII... Tall, buff, dirty, sexy kinda hot. *droools* Yes ladies, please do go and watch Gamer... even if you don't like those bloody gory type movie, Gerard Butler is WORTH watching. Besides, its not all that gory lah... violent yes... gory, not so much.
After the movie, went to Lowyat.. met up with Alia, and Cine wanted to get something new for his laptop... afterwhich we went beraya-ing at Alia's house. Her mom cooked bihun goreng for us. Lepastu aku kene tinggal sementara yang berdua tu pegi smoking tapi kasik alasan pegi carik topup..cibai tul tinggal aku sorang2... demit.
Lepastu antar Cine balik sambil meng-pickup PC ayahnda kesayangan.
Hari Ahad pula, hari pegi rumah cousin. But before that, followed Kak Pah n Azmel to Subang... for Azmel's bros' open house. Asyik muke aku je kan pegi rumah dierang... dah la rata-rata yang ada situ m asa tu family members, tetibe ade tersentil aku kat situ sorang.. huhuhuh..tapi spaghetti die sedap gile..and butter cake yang di serve pun memang terrrr baekkkk.. butter cake jeee ok tapi sedap nak mampos! It's rich, and not too sweet and not too dry. Awesome, awesome butter cake! They also had Secret Recipe's Carrot cake for their dad's birthday, tapi I was stuffed with the butter cake oredi, so tak termakan la pulak.
After that, we made our way to Kak A'as house at Sri Maya. We arrived around 2.30 p.m...and around 5 minutes afterwards, my aunt Cik Bah, arrived with her sons Naim and Abg Long. Abg Long came back from the UK for hari raya this year, but me and my family were not able to go back to celebrate with the lot :(. Went upstairs to a full house yooo! Food was fantastic, but the bestest thing ever is Abg Jai's air bandung. Its awesomeness is too great for words :P Above all, we had some fantastic company... Ayah Ngah, Mak Ngah, Shida and her soon-to-be fiance, Cik Bah, Naim and Abg Long, My sisters + family, Faisal and Laila, Amir, and not to mention Kak A'a and Abg Jai :)
We went home around 4.00 p.m and sangat kepenatan tahap takleh handle.. Sori takde pictures... pictures semua either with Abg Long, Amir, or with Shida's fiance.. hahahahahaha. Aku busy makan dan posing bila perlu :D
sekarang saya penat.. dan mahu tidor...
Gunait!
Hullooooo... been a while since my last post no?
First off, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir Batin to everyone :) Hope those celebrating are having a wonderfult time with their loved ones in this festive season.
Me.. well.. my parents are in Colombia. They went on Saturday night. So on 1st day of raya, I was celebrating with only Kak Nomi, Kak Pah and family. Had some breakfast at home and then I went to Solat Hari Raya in the morning with Kak Nomi, Abg Fairis, Azmel and Nawal. Afterwards, came back and went to Abg Fairis' parents house at Bangi Golf Club. Was looking forward to the sambal udang kering as usual :D they also had Laksa Penang which was a definite plus heheheheh. Both his parents were not at home actually, coz they were on their way back from Ireland with his younger brother, so the ones who were at home was the eldest sister and family. Afterwards, we headed to another wajib house to visit which was Dato' Md. Nor's house... which we look forward to go each year for the lontong and kari ayam/daging! nyum nyummmm! Then we made our way to Ayah Ngah's house @ Jalan 4, before they left for Kota Bharu that afternoon.
After made our rounds in Bangi, Kak Pah told me to join her n her hubby + baby Aryssa to Shah Alam and Klang (the husbands' (Azmel) side of teh family). Since I'm basically parentless this hari raya and I have no family of my own, I went with them.Turns out I actually enjoyed myself...Had some good food and they were a really, really welcoming family. After Klang, stopped over at Azmel's bestfriends' house in PJ. Where we had Laksa Johor which was awesomenesssss! Kenyang macam nak gile pun telan jugak sebab sedap!
Got home around 8 p.m or so... and I just couldn't bring myself to go bake the cake my sister wanted and for my office. Sooooo I slept around 9 something... hahahahahaha.. Penat la gile!
Woke up early today to bake the cakes. Hope they will taste ok la kan. Notttt looking forward to work tomorrow :( I want more time for holidayyyyy :((.
Anyway... today I'm going out... with encek cine. Going for a movie or something. I need to go out and have fun before work starts. It does get a tad bit depressing taking calls after a while. I am emotionally and mentally tired... penat ok layan customer singapore. Memang kene banyak2 bersabar keje ni.
Ya know.. I just realized... I've had 2 jobs so far... one was when I was in MIDF and then this job I hold right now. And in both jobs, I've had really really really awesome, caring, helpful and selfless colleagues. I mean... when I was in MIDF, everyone was really really open to help and teach me since I have zeeeeeero knowledge in structuring bonds, and in this job, everyone (even those not in my team) are very very very helpful and would sometime go out of their way to help you if you need a hand. I love my work place! Feel like I'm so goddamn lucky to get a job at places like these :) Makes you feel like the job ain't so bad after all!
K all... till next time!
Had been sorta kinda nervewrecking... We had our 1st test.. which I finished answering in 3 hours++.... THREE EFFING HOURS MANNNNNNN!!! T_____T... macam separuh mati aku menjawab... siap halfway aku boleh stop jawab dan bersms sebab tak tahan/tak larat nak menulis... Oh Felicia... why the question like that one T___T...Last person who finished the exam finished at 7.30 pm. We started at 2 p.m. Go figure.
Next day the TM that took over from our trainer even fell sick.. FOR TWO DAYS! Kesian Reuben.
Today we started on the suckiest product ever... and its the mossstttttt asked about thing when customer calls... effing hell lah...Die like dis. What scares me more is that the substitute trainer likes to ask what my answers are for the calculations as a confirmation that hers is also correct.... ME??? CALCULATIONS??? O__o liek... wrong person kot? Tapi so far all my calculations were correct thank god T___T
Anyways...
Our test results are STILL not out... aku risau aku tak pass je.. T___T Tak sanggup rasanya nak retake Supp paperrrrrrrrrr... Katanya TM tu nak correct by today.. haih.. sian pulak kat dia... with all our tahpape answers and writing... mine especially lah kan!
Oh.. and Monday CUUUTIIIII! We opted to cuti ikut S'pore National Day...since both the sub trainer and TM is not around that day, buttttt... 31st we'll be most probably taking calls already... scary shit man...
Agenda...
Tomorrow - menonton GI Joe bersama team mate.
Sabtu - Karok session
Ahad - Hantar PC yang ROSAK (haram jadah punye PC!)
Monday - Hantar kereta untuk di serbis... kasihan keretaku itu kekurangan kasih sayang lately!
Tomorrow and Sabtu I ekceli wanted to cancel all teh plan.. coz got this one person riggghhhhtttt.. he got sickkk..then righhhtttt.. mengada dowan to cancel. Degil much? yes.. very very much so.
Tomorrow is CASUAL DAY! Yes I like casual days very very much :D
Hope everyone has an aweeeesome weekend ahead ya!
Spent Saturday morning at home... went to buy groceries with Mak... bought McD for breakfast, and I got a brand spanking new pair of gorrrrrgeous red shoes thanks to Mak :D
Came home... did some Makmur work... Mak made some awesome beef ribs soup for lunch... then waited for Cine to finish his work before heading over and picking him up. Since he was hungry, and wanted to eat nasik kukus ayam goreng that he had the day before, so we drove to one of the branch nearby his house. Twas really good actually. Worth the money paid for it. It reminds me so much of Kelantanese food, sumpah!
Then after, went to pickup Aphesz... Went for rojak and chendol somewhere in Ampang... Dah la Cine kasik jalan salah -_- sabo je aku. The cendol was so-so and so was the rojak. Then we sent Aphesz home, and headed to BTS for Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince. the movie was at 9.40 p.m. So after picking up the tickets, we headed to wthe shop where Nan was working at (as always). We had like.. an hour 40 minutes to spare by that time... Wwent looking for a new pashmina as well since I forgot to bring one T__T. While searching for it, found a cute bumble bee costume for my niece Aryssa, so bought that for her too.
The movie overall was prettyy good I must say. For those who didn't read the book might be left baffled, but it was actually pretty good for me. BUT.. omg... the translation SUCKS BALLLSSSS!!!! WHOOOO THE FUCK DID THE TRANSLATIONSSS??? Memalukan tau tak... how bad was it?? went something like this:
Dumbledore: "It has to be drunk until the last drop"
*translation at the bottom read something like: Ianya harus MABUK hingga ke akhir*
MABUK??? MABUK KEPALA HOTAK KAUUUUUUUU...
hish.. stupid buggers... you should just quit your job and give it to someone who can PROPERLY translate... jangan memalukan diri sendiri dengan membuat translation tah hape2... macam babi.
Anyhoooo...
After the movie... went to pickup Nan, and went for drinks in NZ... Cine masa tu mata macam dah nak tutup. so at 2 something a.m we headed home. Sent Cine 1st, then Nan, and I got home around 3.30 a.m...
Am still tired from yesterdayy. physically not that much, but mentally omg... aku kene banyak2 bersabar pada hari itu. I mean seeeeriously.
Thank god its Monday! (tomorrow)
Yes people, I'm still enjoying my time at the Bank :P
sleep time nao... bye!
Sooooo update update!
Reporting in for work was nerve wrecking for me. I went there, and it seems like, most of the people already knew everyone else around them! -_- bloody hell. BUT, I made fast friends with those in my group afterwards.. There's some awesomely nice and gila-gila type... bukan kecoh ye rakan-rakan. 2 1/2 days of orientation went by *quite* fast. I say quite only coz the 1st day felt like AAAGGGESSSSSS.. bodoh betul. No thanks to this one particular person. Trainers and speakers were overall very very nice and fun people! This bank really is something :P They really know how to keep people upbeat and motivated to work and be in the organization.
Thursday was my 1st day in Cyberjaya. I'm in Banking, Singapore Hub. Soooo... errr... in a month I'd be..somewhat screwed lah. But what the heck... I won't know if I can or cannot take the heat if I haven't tried it right? Team Managers are very very nice (the ones that we met so far lah), our trainer is also very very nice and a sweet lady, who's 8 months preggers! Anyway... in my team, there's 9 people so far, and another 2 are coming in on Monday. So far we only have Malays and Indians in our group...dunno why there's no Chinese so far in our group... but for Credit Card and FPP teams there are mostly Chinese if I'm not mistaken. Everyone came from diff background. We have someone who majored in Psychology, journalism, Public Relations and even Engineering! But so far we all get along very well. :D
That said... there are one or two people who..kinda sorta gets on my nerves... tapiii sabo je la.. janji bukan team aku kan :P
Training period will be a pain... but I'm determined to get through it.. 7 systems to learn, 4 tests to pass, a whole lot of E-learning course to finish in 90 days... quiteeee a lot of things to finish lah...Yesterday had some looonggg and confusing briefing on safety and such... but managed to get through it lah :D
BEST PART! We have 2 (Yes TWO) Casual dress day!! hohohoh.. monday n Friday.. nice no? :P I loike!
k k.. tired edi. more updates to come in due time.
daaaa
Can't believe I'm starting work on Monday :(
Went to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen yesteday (FINALLY!) with Encik Cine... Bought tickets online the previous day, coz last time we went on Wwednesday methinks but there were no tickets left... keciwa tau tak T___T, so reschedule to Friday. Seronok tgk kat Premier... takde la serabut nak berebut ngan manusia lain kan :P. After the movie we went around aimlessly... like seriously aimlessly.. Ended up going to this mamak place n jumpa his friend yg meeeemang aku tak kenallll... dah org yg kenal sume ade hal masa calling2... sooooo.. lepak ngan orang tak kenal pon boleh kan? :P Gerak b alik kul 1.30 kot. Gile bosan. Sampai rumah router buat hal pulak. Great. Menyusahkan hidop betul. Tapi end up tido kul 4 pagi. Nice. Bangun kul 10. Uuuber nice. Brain not working so great due to lack of sleep.
Today: tolong with Makmur stuff
Tomorrow: dunno... :( Maybe I'll be uber sad coz its my last weekend as an unemployed person.. haih..
I'm gonna miss lepaking on weekdays.....
Now more than ever... I don't think I'll get what I want the most :((
I'm sad... and lack of sleep is not helping.. its actually making it worse!
eff it all!
Apa gune aku kat sini?
T__T
While other people in the world mourns the loss of Farah Fawcett & Micheal Jackson... My family, is mourning the loss of my uncle, Cik Mat. Cik Mat is the husband of my aunt, Cik Bah, who is my dads' younger sister. He died at about 1.00 a.m this morning, due to diabetic complications... He had been sick for quite some time, and also had a weak heart...
My father got a call last night, from another uncle who lives in Kuala Terengganu, telling him that Cik Mat is in a really bad condition. His blood sugar levels were too low. Then at 1.00 a.m or so, my dad got another call, and was told that Cik Mat has passed away. I only got to know this morning, as my mom was busy trying to get tickets for her and dad to go to Kuala Terengganu... I'm left at home... I want to go too, but mom said there's no one at home when my niece gets back from school (coz we just sent the maid on her flight to Jordan this morning), and no one to pick them up tomorrow morning... So... I'm left behind T___T. I am so sad that I'm not able to be there with the rest of the family... to be with Cik Bah & her family in their time of need...
I feel very sad, as this is the 2nd time I am not able to be there for my other family... 1st was when Uncle Rozi passed away while I was in Jordan... and now, even when I am here, I still can't go :(
I still can't believe Cik Mat is no longer with us T__T
Cik Mat leaves behind a loving wife, Cik Bah, 4 sons and a daughter. Semoga roh arwah di cucuri rahmat. Al-Fatihah.
I went back to Kelantan, for my cousin Nazihah's wedding. I haven't been back for quite some time, so its a good opportunity for me to go back and see all my uncles and aunties and other family members who are still living there. I kinda miss them a lot truthfully. So, YAY FOR FAMILY WEDDINGS! :D
Anyway.. Went back on Thursday by MAS with mom, dad and Nawal. We were on the 10.45 a.m flight. Take off was great.. the LANDING SUCKED! I mean really really sucked... I've never been on a flight with such rough landing -_-. Tah sape la yg bijak landing aritue. We were met by Uncle Hamdan (the only uncle that we call Uncle... lain sume Ayah something or Pak something), and he took us to his house nearby... Memang nearby habis, didn't even take us 3 minutes to reach his house, it was that close! Auntie Tun made awesome, awesome Curry Mee, and a mean bread pudding to boot! We rested a bit before heading to our hotel, coz our rooms were not ready yet, so we lepak-ed at Uncle's house for quite some time.
Around 1 p.m or so, we made our move, and went to Sutera Inn. Our room was.. OK I guess.. my parents room was awesome though! They had flat screen TV mounted on the effin wall, and all we got in our room was a teeeny tiny old T.V... which sucked major -_-. Anyway... we rested, and in the afternoon we went for a drive to Pasar Siti Khadijah... Nothing striked my fancy.... So we headed back and got ready for the Solemnization ceremony that night. The ceremony was held after Isyak prayers at the mosque nearby my Ayah Chik's house in Melor (kan?). So, we went there before Isyak, then after solat Isyak, the ceremony started. Apparently there were 4 (YES, FOURRRRRR) couples getting hitched that night... but THANKFULLY, ours were the first one. Me and my cousin, Shida, weren't paying that much attention to the ceremony though "^_^... Buruk prangai much? Well.. can't blame us, we could hardly hear what the Imam was saying... The thing is, we weren't THAT far behind from the mens.. The P.A system sucked that bad..yes..
We left the house somewhere around 11 p.m... penat kot seharian travel!
Next day, we left the hotel at 8 p.m and had breakfast at Pak Ni's house in K.B., with Ayah Ngah's family, and with Auntie Kiah. Had some awesome awesome Nasi Dagang... and some... glutonious rice with beans and grated coconut. It was DELICIOUS! Apsal aku tak penah tau wujudnye pulut itu? -_- So orang yg suke mengata aku in org Kelantan, obviously I'm not Kelantanese enuff -_-. Afterwards, my family and ayah ngah's family headed to my grandparents' grave. Truthfully, I always thought, my grandparents graves had the most beautiful and serene view ever.
Now you tell me if that's not the nicest view anyone could ask for...It's even nicer when they just started to plant the paddy.
After that, we went to visit my Ayah Weh in Ketereh. He lives at my late grandparents house in Kampung But, Ketereh, with his family. So it was a chance for me to go back to where all the good memories of Hari Raya were. My uncle and his wife were not feeling to well, so we didn't see them at the wedding, so my dad said it was best if we visited them instead.
This is the Madrasah... which was built for my late grandpa... we would always solat together here everytime we went back... and learn to read Al-Quran with my grandpa here :( I miss him...really..
1st picture is actually where there used to be a toilet there... No one REALLY used it except for my late grandpa though, I was scared to use it T__T. 2nd picture is a picture of whats under the house...its where my late grandma and grandaunts usually cook for Eid celebration... it's kinda flooded coz there was a burst pipe at the main road infront of the house -_-. 3rd picture is of me, in front of the main door to my late grandparents house... my god how I miss them T__T. The floor of the house has never been changed... The plastic cover thinggy was the same as years ago... almost everything is the same... minus... the people in the house I guess :(
Afterwards, we headed back to the hotel, and got ready for the reception at Ayah Chik's house.
Food was okay I guess... The pair of newly weds looked SOOOOO sweet and uber lovely in their silver/grey baju. The pelamin awesome too! It's simple and lovely (unlike the normal ones you'd see around those parts lah)... Apparently it's done by my Wawa (my cousin's wife) and her brother... Ok wait.. she said she helped with the room, not sure about the Pelamin. But whatever, both were awesome really.
Afterwards, since it was so F**king hot, we decided to find somewhere to drink ABC (Ais Batu Campur for those who don't know). So dad brought us to SunTwo (Baru), which was beside KB Mall. The food there was awesome too! and the ABC rather hit the spot :D Went back to our hotel and slept like a log, til mom called up around 8 or 9 to go out and find some dinner. We drove easily for an hour to find soewhere to eat, and we sat that the original SunTwo (yes, ada dua), was still open, so dad said he'd like to take us there. So we parked the car at the side of the road (thank god there weren't that much traffic at 10 something p.m). We enjoyed dinner very much! Mom had roti kahwin (i have no idea what was in it), I had salted fish fried rice and barley red bean drink (which was surprisingly sedap!), nawal had this HUGEEE bowl of Bihun Tomyam... and dad just had a drink and shared Nawal's food. Then went back.. and slept til next morning.
Last day in Kelantan... woke up and had some really sucky breakfast at the hotel...then mom and dad went to Pak Ni's house to pickup Auntie Kiah... and me and nawal went back to the room to pack our stuff... Afterwards I slept in for a while.. until my parents came back with Auntie Kiah. Got ready, and checked out of the hotel at 11.30 a.m. Met at the rendevous point to go to the reception on the groom's side...
The food was pretty good too, twas good, minus this one brat who drank from MY cup without asking me.. bloody kid... then at 1 or so we left the Grooms' house to Uncle Hamdan's house. I took a shower coz it was so so so hot and I was realy uncomfortable at the end of it all. Then we left for the house and took our flight home at 4.30 p.m.
and that everyone, was my 3 wonderful days (minus the effing godawful HEAT T__T) in Kelantan. I had a great time meeting my aunties and uncles... having some awesome food, and meeting some friendly new faces at the same time. yes.. I'm starting to miss my dads' hometown (yes not mine.. my hometown is where my home is lah). We don't go back as often since my grandparents died. And I miss them a lot too... Almost cried when I went back to their old house T__T. Cannot tahan weh. Too many memories there... I could almost see ourselves running around in the house (dan bunyi rumah macam nak roboh!), playing pranks on each other and sleeping all around the house on the floor during Eid... I miss those days so much..
Anyways... CONGRATULATIONS TO MY COUSIN NAZIHAH AND ASYRANI! May you have a blessed and happy marriage for the rest of your lives. :)
